Good things come in waves.

Do you ever feel like all of the positive energy in the universe has suddenly directed itself at you in a most inexplicable way?

After experiencing so much pain and loneliness for really as long as I can remember, it's quite a refreshing change. I feel like I've finally allowed myself to be open to good things. It's freeing. But at the same time, there's still part of me that finds it hard to trust that happiness can stay; part of me that still caries my darkness in light moments. Perhaps that's what makes life interesting.

Time will tell, as always.


"There is so much dark light is space
and so many dimensions suddenly yellow
because the wind does not fall
and the leaves do not breathe."
--Pablo Neruda